TITLE:
Darkest Before Dawn
AUTHOR:
Nmissi
PART:
1/1
DISCLAIMER: I Nothing and No one. Especially not Spike.
If I did,
what
makes you think I'd share him with you?
DISTRIBUTION:
Anybody, just credit me and let me know where it's
going.
RATING:
PG13 for a teensy bit of language and some torture scenes.
SPOILERS: Crush, IWMTLY, The Body...Pretty much
everything.
***WARNING: Semi-graphic description of torture***
Feedback:
Please. Nmissi@aol.com
SUMMARY: The way the world would work if I wrote the
Buffy-verse.
Darkest Before Dawn
"Oh, no no... I'm not making any
more girls."
"Sure you are... here's your
specs... You're gonna make her real good for me."
"Package for Buffy Summers,"
mused Giles, as he walked into
the
training room.
She looked up from the medicine ball,
pushing sweaty strands of blonde hair back behind her ears. She strode over to
her Watcher.
"For me? Cool. Who's it from?"
"Hard to say. There's no return
address."
He studied the small box in brown
paper, turning it over in
his
hands.
"Postmarked locally,
however." He looked up in time to catch
the
disappointment as it crossed Buffy's face.
"I'm sorry," he said
softly.
"S'okay, Giles."
She gave him a reassuring smile.
"I'm not really expecting Riley
to send me anything. Least, not at this late date. My birthday was a full three
weeks ago. Nope- LATE birthday presents are as bad as NO birthday presents.
Let's see who's not getting a thank- you note." She took the box from him,
and looked at it for the first time.
"Hmm.
Girly- writing, loopy. And who still uses Pink Ink?"
She
tore it open.
Giles watched her from over the tops of
his glasses. Two weeks, and still she hadn't cracked. He kept waiting, watching
for it. Her mother was gone- her sister in danger. And still, she plugged on
valiantly. Sooner or later, though, something would give way.
"Grief works its way in all of
us," he thought sadly.
It was a gold box, the size for jewelry.
It had been wrapped with a red ribbon, but the Brown paper mailing wrap had
crushed the bow flat. Carefully Buffy peeled up the Bow, and tossed it into the
trashcan. Then she tore the ribbon, and opened the box. Moving back the white
cotton batting, she gasped.
"I think this is bad."
He felt the sting of her slap against
his cheekbone, as he came to again.
"There, now- wakey-wakey, Rise and
shine, Blondie! Thought you were
supposed to be tougher than this."
She gave him a bright smile, and the
hand that had slapped him gave a gentle caress to the other side of his face.
Unfortunately she was caressing an open gash, so it hurt like hell. She reached
her fingers into the wound, making him gasp in pain. The gasp hurt the lungs
she'd so recently punctured, and he choked, blood spraying out between his
lips. She stepped back, but not in time to avoid the splatter.
Her voice was deceptively sweet,
concerned as she spoke to
him.
"Now just look what you've done to
my dress."
She
looked up at him, and the angelic visage contorted with rage.
"This
was a VERSACE!"
"Yeah,
well, it makes your ass look big." He responded thickly, between split
lips..
She hit him in the face, and the world
went dark once more.
"Buffy, tell me you're NOT thinking
about going to rescue your evil stalker-guy from Glory."
Xander looked at her with astonishment.
He'd been listening to her for the last few minutes, but it was just now
sinking in, what she was telling him. Glory had Spike. And Buffy was actually
thinking about trying to free him.
"Xander, will you hear me
out?"
She
looked from him, over to the rest of the gang. They were gathered together,
around the big research table at the magic box. The usual books and papers were
absent
from its surface, however. In the middle of it sat the mysterious box, with its
awful contents.
"Buffy, how do you even know
they're his?" Willow was all concern, her brow wrinkling. "I mean,
couldn't they be, I don't know"
"Will, they're not exactly Lee
Press-Ons. And they're bloody. They were ripped out, one by one. Now, I'm
really REALLY not fond of Spike. But I'm even less fond of Glory."
She
flipped her hair, turning towards the counter to face Giles.
"Besides.
He knows about Dawn. What if he spills?"
"Buff, have you considered he may
have `Spilled' already? I mean, if she's pulling out his fingernails, he might
want to cut a deal. And he's probably not really happy with you right
now."
The group took a second to consider
Xander's point, and Willow looked down at her lap uncomfortably.
"Xan's right, Buff- The De-invite
probably put him in a NASTY mood."
"Guys, Spike THINKS he's in love
with me."
She
looked pointedly at them as she continued.
"He's
NOT- But he thinks he is. I don't think he thinks he can endear himself to me
by selling out my little sister. And anyway- if he'd already told her she
wouldn't
be sending me little presents in the mail, trying to get my
goat."
"Goat? What goat?" that was
Anya, being shushed by Xander.
"She'd be over here, looking for
Dawn, trying to open
whatever
the hell Lock she fits into."
The object of these discourses herself
sat on the counter, observing the discussion but not entering into it. She
hadn't been herself since her mother died. A lot of the time, it was as if she
weren't really there at all- She rarely spoke, she hardly ate, she had no
opinions and cared about nothing. Buffy was talking about Grief counseling and
therapists, but really- there just weren't counselors to deal with everything
that was happening in Dawn's
life.
So for the time being, the focus was
on Glory, on keeping Dawn safe- Her sanity they'd all deal with later, when
they had ample time.
"Buffy, I cannot approve of this.
Glory is too strong, you can't really hope to defeat her..."
"Giles, I can't risk that she'll
get the truth out of
Spike."
Her watcher took off his glasses,
rubbing them with a
handkerchief.
"Then I don't think a rescue
mission is in order. I think
you
should neutralize the danger yourself."
There was confusion amongst the group.
What was Giles getting
at?
Only Buffy understood. With a heavy heart, she nodded.
"I see your point. I don't know
though, Giles. I don't know
if I
can do that."
Giles put a finger under her chin, and
lifted her face up.
"You must remember, Buffy- He's not
human. He's chipped, yes- But he has no soul, no understanding of right and
wrong. He's extremely dangerous, especially now, in light of his obsession. If
the need to- Well, if it comes, you mustn't hesitate."
* All her fault. Bloody bitch. Made me
love her, made me want to be "Good" for her. Made me willing to die
for her. For her baby sister, for chrissakes. And she'll never miss me, never
mourn me, never give a bloody damn what I did for her... *
"AAARRRGGGGGGHH!!!!" Screams
pulled him from his inner dialogue. She was at it again, that Glory chippy.
Dimly he was aware of her fingers, stroking his hair, soothing him, as her
other hand cut him again, somewhere. It was hard to be precise about the
location, since everything hurt. His torso was a mass of welts, weals, and
wounds, which she kept reopening with a surgeon's precision.
"Sssh, it's okay, pretty boy. See?
All done now. And just look at the pretty colors! All that blood! And who'da
thunkit? Your insides don't look that different from a human's."
She cocked her head to one side, studying the large opening in
his chest.
"'Course, it doesn't beat
anymore." She reached down, and he could see her hand as it went INTO his
chest.
"But it still feels all
gooshy."
There was that screaming again, he
thought- where was it coming from? She pulled her hand back out, and wiped the
blood across his lips.
"Hungry, baby?"
She climbed onto the bed, on top of him,
straddling his hips, and ground her hips against him in a painful parody of the
act of love. She'd broken his pelvis yesterday, with the troll hammer.
"S'okay, honey. I know how hard all
this is for you. Sssh.”
“Don't
cry. Don't cry."
Her voice hardened.
"OKAY! Enough with the blubbering,
now!"
She reached beneath her, and clawed
open the flesh above his groin.
"You won't be much use to the
Buffy-bim, now, if I do that just a leetle bit lower..."
She
leaned over him, her lips warm against his cold ear. He'd lost so
much
blood...
"Where
...Is... My....Key?"
From the depths of near-unconsciousness,
Spike reared his head, and wound up his mouth.
"Fuck. You."
She brought her head down onto his
forehead. Hard, but not quite hard enough to knock him back out.
"WHY! Why won't you tell me? I know
you know. The Slayer has you guarding her back at every turn- she obviously
trusts you. Is chivalry COMPLETELY dead? I mean, time was, a Damsel in Distress
had her PICK of white knights just bendin' over Backwards to help a lady
out."
She was raking her nails into his
wounds again, this time the deep cuts on his cheekbones, where she'd gone
looking yesterday to see if they were "real".
"Honestly. What's become of the
men folk in this reality?"
She rested her head against his, their
foreheads touching. She was sweating again, and the salt was burning him. He opened his eyes, meeting hers. She gave
him a lascivious smile.
"I wonder"-
Unexpectedly she brought her lips to
his, opening her mouth in a forceful kiss. At the same time, he was aware of a
strange sensation- it was terribly bright, like sunlight all around him. And he
felt lightheaded, dizzy. There was the disturbing feeling of something crawling
inside his skull, rooting about, and searching...
She pulled back, ending the kiss, and
the lightness was gone. He was disoriented, nauseated.
"What the hell?" She was
looking at her fingers, and then he
saw it.
There, stuck to her hand. It was small,
a fragment of metal and plastic. And it still had bits of his grey matter caked
to its surface.
"You're just full of surprises,
Blondie. What is it, a Bug?"
Her only answer was his mirthless,
hopeless laughter.
"Buffy, I hope you know what you're doing."
This was Giles, the voice of reason. And
she was ignoring him with both ears.
"I'm going to find her. And I'll
take care of Spike before he can tell her."
"What'll you do if you're too late,
and she already"-
She hung her head, "I dunno Giles.
I really have no clue."
With that, she put her equipment bag
into the back of Giles' car, and put out her hand. He obligingly dropped the
keys into it.
"Do be careful, then." He gave
her his best reassuring smile, and she returned it. Then she hugged him, and
climbed into the driver's seat.
"Don't be a worrywart, Giles. I'm a
big girl now."
As she drove off, he allowed himself to
reflect on that for a moment. Yes, she was the "Adult" now, the
grownup in the family. Losing Joyce was aging Buffy in all sorts of unpleasant
ways.
Finding Glory hadn't been all that
difficult.
"For a God, she sure hires stupid
help," Buffy mused. The minions had been following her around town for
weeks, and rather badly at that. Buffy just located one, and did a rather
better job of Stealthy than he did- following him back to his mistress.
A high-rise luxury apartment on the
nicer side of Sunnydale. It figured Glory would be high maintenance. Buffy knew
the neighborhood; Dawn had babysat for a nice couple here last summer. A doctor
and his lawyer wife. Very expensive real estate. Carefully, she followed
Crusty-Minion into the building, and watched him get into the elevator. Then
she watched the little lights above, to see what floors it stopped on. It
stopped only once, on four. She raced up the
fire
stairs.
Once on the fourth floor, she knew a
moment's fear- there were so many doors, how would she know the right one?
Thinking about the layout, the front of the building, she went with a hunch.
Glory was a "god", right? So she'd feel entitled to the very best.
She headed for the penthouse apartment, facing the street. It should be the one
with the fabulous window she'd noticed from out
front.
She took a deep breath. She would have
to break it down. If she was mistaken, she'd be spending the night down in
lockup. But Luck, who'd had some serious "Let's fuck Buffy over"
going on this month, decided at that moment to be kind. The door opened, and a
minion backed out, bowing and scraping.
" Yes, your most fragrantly
pleasing . I shall take him your message at once."
Buffy could hear the Bitch inside,
ranting about something or other. The minion stepped back, and began walking
down the hall. Buffy caught the edge of the door just before it could swing
shut, and entered the apartment.
The living room was tasteful, dark woods
and Queen Anne furnishings. Angel-type stuff, she reflected. She could hear
Glory's voice in the bedroom, and she stopped to take off her shoes, so as to
better tread silently across the hardwood.
"There, now, baby. C'mon, I didn't
mean to play so rough."
Glory's voice was sultry, full of
promise.
"Ah, yes, that's it. I need you,
baby."
She was on the bed in the center of the
room, just visible through the door. She was dressed in a red silk dress, and
Buffy could make out a fine Prada sandal hanging off one side of the mattress.
She began to feel she'd made a mistake. Maybe Glory worked out of an office
someplace, and she'd happened in on a little off-hours hanky panky at home.
She'd studied ancient history in high
school.
She knew Gods led INTERESTING love lives.
"Bugger Off." came the less
-than-gentlemanly reply.
"Sweet'ums. All I want is what's
mine. Can't you see that?"
Buffy heard Spike hissing as Glory
appeared to do something with his nether regions.
"And I need your help. I'm just
a poor, little," She began punching his head in time with her words.
"Helpless female without a friend in the world."
She sagged against him, spent. "
I've got nobody else but you."
She changed her tone again, from
little-girl lost back to siren.
"Whatever that Buffy-bimbo does
for you- I can do it better. All I want is one teensy little thing. My key. You
can tell me where she put it, Spikey.” “You know you can."
She was undulating on top of him now,
writhing like a bitch in heat.
"Eww. ...Needy much?" thought
Buffy.
The bed creaked, the chains on Spike
rattled, as she bounced off the mattress and walked out of Buffy's view. The
Slayer took that opportunity to slip in behind the door. Glory stepped away
from a half-open closet and Buffy stepped into it beyond her line of sight.
Glory was back on the bed, apparently
with whatever she'd taken from the closet.
" Thought you might be getting
thirsty by now."
She looked down at her watch.
"Hmm.
Tick tock- Yeah, we've been at this almost twenty hours now."
She gave him an appreciative grin.
"DAMN, I love a man with
STAMINA!"
"Yeah, I can go twenty more, ya
stupid bint."
His voice was harsh, strangled- short of
breath, it sounded.
Buffy
watched as Glory feigned concern.
"Here you are, lover."
She poured something into his mouth,
and Buffy heard the
sizzle
as well as the scream. Holy water. She
was forcing him to
drink
Holy Water.
"See, baby? Glory takes care of her
man! Now you take care of
me and
I'll make it all better. WHERE IS MY KEY?"
With a burnt, hollow voice, Spike
answered her.
"Bite me."
Glory's scream of rage rattled the
mirrors in on the walls.
"WHAT IS IT WITH YOU? WHY? Why
won't you help me?"
"Eh, maybe its your charming
disposition? Nah. I've helped Buffy and she's a bigger Bitch than you are. I
guess it's your halitosis. I mean, really, Goddess- A few altoids every once in
a while"-
She upended the holy water bottle over his chest, as he
shrieked.
"TELL ME WHERE IT IS."
His strangled voice spoke up softly.
" I would rather die."
Glory sighed dramatically.
"If that's the way you want
it."
She reached her hands back down to his chest, and the screaming
started again.
"I've always wondered if that bit
about removing the heart and cutting off the head would work."
Buffy watched in horror as Glory put her
hands INSIDE Spike's chest, and pulled. The screaming finally stopped. Abruptly
the living room door slammed shut.
Glory let go, and looked annoyed.
"Hey! Keep it down, some of us are
trying to WORK in here?"
Dawn walked into the bedroom.
"I think your work here is
through."
"What is she doing here?,"
thought Buffy.
"Oh, Goody! Two for the price of
one! I love a sale."
Glory squirmed upon the bed, running
her hands along Spike's prone form. He twisted, in unconscious agony, and her
hands came away bloody. She looked at them, the corners of her mouth twisted up
into a grimace. "Eww." She climbed off him, and stood up, wiping her
hands on Spike's duster. It was lying on a chair next to the bed.
"Step right up, little sister.
You're gonna help me find my
key."
She tossed her head over her
shoulder, indicating Spike chained up behind her.
"Big
Sister's boyfriend was a leetle bit uncommunicative. But then, men always are,
aren't they? The whole Mars- Venus thing. Communication issues aside, though,
honey- for your sake, I really wish he had talked."
She began advancing on Dawn
"Cos now, I'm gonna have to get
the info out of you."
She gave a disappointed pout.
"And you humans are so
damned fragile!"
Glory seized Dawn by the hair
roughly, pulling her over by
the
footboard.
Quick as a flash, Dawn backhanded
Glory, actually breaking
free
long enough to step back several steps, across the room- just
out of
the reach of the closet in which Buffy hid. She put her hand
into
her jacket pocket-
" What's she doing? I can't see
from here," thought
Buffy.
Glory laughed, a rich, throaty sound
that sent chills down
the
Slayer's spine. How strange that such a lovely sound could
hold
such menace.
"Oh, you have GOT to be kidding!
What're you gonna do with that? Hold up a toy store? C'mon babe- I'm a GOD! You
actually think you can hurt me with a GUN?"
Dawn's voice is so clear, strong- like
it hasn't been since before Mom died, thought Buffy to herself. And where the
HELL did she get a Gun? She stepped out of the closet.
"Dawn, what are you doing? Where
did you get that?"
Buffy
tried to go to her, but suddenly Dawn swung the gun around on
HER.
"ExCUSE me! Interrupting,
here!"
Glory glared at Buffy, and then
turned her gaze back to Dawn.
"Go
on, honey- the whole "threatening" thing. You're doing REAL nice!
Points for effort." She gave Dawn a "thumbs up" and a smarmy
grin.
Dawn backed up, away from them both, gun
still out, and at the ready.
"It's okay, Buffy. I know what I'm
doing."
To Glory she said, "So, You don't
think I can hurt you with
this
gun?"
" Well, Duh! Of course not, silly!
I'm freaking IMMORTAL! But really though- It's cute. Makes me feel like I'm on
TV or something! And don't you look just DARLING as a little thug? But Dawnie-
You can't hurt me with a gun."
"No. But I can destroy something
you want."
Realization entered the Buffy-brain- the slayer knew what Dawn
had thought of.
"NO! Oh, God, Dawn, no,
Please"-
"It's going to be all right, Buffy,
Really, I promise. I know what I'm doing."
"What're you getting at, little
girl?" Glory was suspicious.
"The monks. They wanted to make
sure you'd never get the key. They sent it to my sister to protect it, to keep
it safe from you. Did you ever wonder how they got her to agree to it? I mean,
she's the Vampire Slayer. She's already got a Destiny. Her hands're kinda full.
Not like she needed more stuff to do, y'know? So they made it so she HAD to
protect it...would want to. With her life. They made it something she loved
more than herself."
She smiled then, and watched as
comprehension came over Glory like a thunderhead.
" They made it into me."
With that, Dawn put the pistol into her
mouth and blew the back off of her head, as Glory and Buffy both screamed. The
body went limp on the floor. Blood was everywhere. Buffy threw herself onto
Dawn, feeling frantically for a pulse.
"Dawn? DAWN? Oh, God, Please-"
She wept distractedly, pulling her sister's body close to her. There was blood,
so much blood-She raised her head, and caught sight of the hand draped down
over the side of the bed. More blood- at the ends of all five fingers, nothing
but blood. The room was swimming in its copper scent.
She looked back down. Somewhere in the
room, Glory was screaming, and trashing- But all Buffy could see was her sweet
baby sister, fourteen years old, her face a mess of blood and hair. Not the
KEY, not some powerful pawn in yet ANOTHER battle between good and evil- only
her baby sister, the last family she had left. And for a few moments, the room
lost reality for her, giving way to memories.
"Buffy, Bwaid my hair."
"Why can't I play too?!"
"You gonna finish that?"
"I didn't take your stupid
sweater!"
"Big square building filled with
boredom and despair."
"-doesn't treat me like an
Alien"
She looked back up. Spike. Spike was on
the bed, all cut up and maybe dying. For Dawn. God, that was a laugh. A sick,
cynical Joke. She'd come here to kill Spike to protect Dawn- And Spike had
pretty much let the Bitch-god kill him, rather than betray her. And Penultimate
Cosmic Irony- Dawn had given up her secret all by herself. And in the end,
neither Spike nor Buffy had been able to
protect
her.
Maybe he really did care after all.
Maybe it really was love.
Suddenly, it became very important to
her that Spike survived. She pulled herself up out of the floor, and went back
to the bed.
God, he was a mess. Fortunately he was
still unconscious. Buffy found herself tearing up the bed sheet to make
bandages. She WOULD save him; she would get him out of here. This time, at
least, This Person Who Loved Buffy would not Die.
"When did Spike become a Person to
me?" She wondered.
In the next room, she could still hear
Glory- the sounds of glass breaking, furniture overturning, and Really
Impressive Cursing.
"Ignore it." Said the
Buffy-brain, on autopilot, so, She did.
Focus.
Focus. Close up the gaping hole over the heart. Wrap it up tight, so it'll heal
together.
Behind her, she heard Glory enter the
room, and so she turned
to face
her.
Glory, demigod from the Bitch dimension,
stood in the doorway
crying.
"All I wanted was my key, dammit! I
just wanted to get the FUCK out of here!"
She advanced on Buffy.
"Do you think I LIKE this PLANE?
You and your SMELLY, SWEATY, DRIPPY mortal coil?"
She reached for Buffy, who
instinctively tried to shield Spike from the impending blow.
Then something Very Odd happened. The
delicate-looking arm, which had been poised to strike her, shifted blurrily
into something hairier, more muscular. Buffy followed it up to the neck, where
she was only vaguely surprised to see Ben's face.
"Okay. I know what this is. I'm in
shock."
The autopilot supplied this
information helpfully. Taking that information under advisement, she then was
not shocked to see that Ben was also wearing Glory's blood splattered silk
dress.
"Shit," said the nice man in
the bloody dress. "Buffy? Buffy, c'mon, snap out of it."
He
slapped her then, a good hard hit that sent her head reeling. It also cleared
her senses.
"Wh- Ben? What are you doing
here?"
She wrinkled her nose in confusion.
"And in a dress?"
"Long story. Is Dawn alright?"
Buffy's lip began to quiver as she
looked behind him, over
his
shoulder, at the body of her sister.
He too looked, and his voice filled with
concern.
"God, Buffy. I'm so sorry. Here,
let me help you."
He went to tend the man lying in the
bed. After a few seconds, he turned to her, sadness in his expression.
"I'm
sorry, Buffy. Your friend didn't make it."
She looked up at him, and laughed. But
the sound wasn't a happy one.
"Ben, he's a vampire. If I can wake
him up, he'll live. Or unlive, Whatever."
Now it was Ben's turn to look confused.
"Oookay, then. Want me to find you
a nice piece of wood then? So you can finish him up?"
She gave him a good, hard look.
"Nah. This one's my friend."
After Ben helped her put Spike into the
front passenger seat, together they stretched Dawn out in the back. The Key was gone. Buffy would take her
sister home, so she could lie beside her mother in Sunnydale Memorial. Where
someday she'd join them.
"Maybe sooner than I'd like."
She said aloud, to herself in the moonlight.
She stopped in the cemetery, carefully
avoiding the fresh turned earth of her own mother's grave. She wasn't ready to deal
with that. Not yet. Not tonight. Skirting around, she parked the car in the
bushes near the rear of the cemetery, within easy walking distance of Spike's
crypt.
"Okay, Bleach-boy, you're home.
Chez Spike. C'mon, Wake up. I don't think I can carry you."
She'd dressed him in his duster and the
remains of the bed sheets. She was uncertain what Glory'd done with the rest of
his clothing. She noticed now that most
of the white of the sheets had gone red with blood from his chest wounds. Could
a vampire bleed to death?
She got out, and raced around to the
other side of the car, then carefully hauled him out of it. As she pulled him to his feet, he made the
first noise she'd heard out of him in an hour.
"Aww, Bleedin' hell." He
choked up more blood, and stumbled, forcing his weight fully onto her. She
staggered, and then leaned him up against the car.
"Well, I bet you're not going to
like this much."
She scooped him up into her arms. Slayer
strength was nice to have at a time like this, she speculated. He wasn't much
taller than she was, or she'd never have made it to the door. It wasn't his
weight that posed the problem, so much as finding a way to carry him without
pulling his chest back open.
"Hello?"
She peered in with her ungainly bundle. The crypt OUGHT to be unoccupied, but
you never know- Maybe Harmony'd taken him back. Maybe he'd acquired friends-
Nah, never that. But better safe than sorry. There could be enemies lying in
wait. Now, those Spike had in abundance.
But it seemed to be empty in here.
Spike's impossibly Grand mausoleum- She'd wondered in the past what he'd done
with its original occupants. Owing to the size of the place there must have been
quite a few.
"Honestly, how many crypts are
big enough for a double bed?" she thought, as she slid him into said bed.
Then she rooted around in his trunk for
the first aide kit.
"How
sad is it that I know my way around in here?" she thought.
She began changing bandages. The scratches
were healing already, the holy water burns would take longer. She didn't know what
to do about the cuts, though. They were enormous, and they weren't getting
better yet. He was still bleeding profusely, especially from the over his
heart. She could actually see inside him where it gaped open. Pink, healthy
heart tissue- normal sized. But it
did not
beat.
Back to the first aid kit she went.
Nothing. So she went rummaging in the trunks again, and ultimately she did come
up with a needle and some thread.
"Damn, I wish I'd paid more
attention in home ec."
When she was finished, she studied her
handiwork. It wasn't bad, really- the stitches were much neater than those
she'd put on that DISASTROUS pillow top for a unit grade.
"Maybe fabric just is just not my
medium to work in."
Spike's eyes opened slowly, as the
Slayer came blearily into
focus.
"Buffy?"
"Ssh. You're okay, you're
home."
He'd had this horrible dream; someone
tried to rip his heart out. He looked down and saw-
His shriek startled Buffy as she was
getting him blood out of the mini-fridge.
He was sitting up in bed, looking at his
stitches.
"You've sewn me up like a bloody
quilt!" He ran his hands over the mess, in fear and wonder.
"Yeah, well, I was sorta afraid you
might turn over in your sleep and your HEART MIGHT FALL OUT." She slammed
the door on the fridge and brought him the blood.
Spike looked about, as he sipped.
"Where's the Nibblet?"
Buffy finally broke. Her face crumpled,
as Purpose lost out to Shellshock. She sat down on the side of the bed.
"She's dead, Spike. She"-
His expression reflected her pain,
confusion and sadness
written
in his blue eyes.
"What d'you mean, dead? I told her to stay here. Right
here.
Until I
got back."
"I don't understand. She was here?
Last night, before Glory
got
you?"
"Yeah. See, I had this plan- great
plan, brilliant. Only you lot don't trust me anymore- So how could I help the
girl? So I went to her yesterday and I told her, and she was supposed to stay right
HERE AND WAIT FOR ME"
His voice rose in intensity, as he got
angrier. How dare she put herself at risk like that? How dare she get herself
killed, after all the trouble he'd gone to keep her safe-?
The door to the crypt's sub cellar gave
a couple firm `thumps', and with a metallic whine, slid open partway.
Dawn's sleep-softened face peered up at
them in the darkness, catching the moonlight.
"Sheesh. Can you two keep it down?
Some of us have to sleep at NIGHT."
Buffy was stunned.
"Dawn? DAWN? Omigod, you're
alive!"
She rushed to her, and hauled her
bodily up out of the
darkness
below. There was bewilderment in Buffy's voice.
"I saw you DIE."
Spike groaned in the bed, and not just
from the pain of his injuries.
"Oh, Bloody, hell. Buffy, that was
not Dawn."
Dawn saw the hurt and horror in her
sister's eyes.
"Oh, Buffy! You weren't supposed to
see that! That, that wasn't me, okay? It wasn't. It was some kind of kamikaze
Dawn Robot. Spike had her built. He thought we'd fake my death. No key- No Glory.
If we can't kill her, then we'll drive her away. Spike, tell her"-
Buffy turned to him, waiting for
answers.
"Eh, Buffy- you remember that chap
Warren?"