Title:  Pardon Me

       Author:  Pandora

       Spoilers:  Right after Crush

       Disclaimer:  Joss owns all

       Summary:  Response to Cat's challenge

       Rating: PG?

       Feedback:  That would be great!

       One line from "Pardon Me" by Incubus

 

       Pardon Me

 

       Bloody Hell!  She rescinded my open invitation and shut the

       door in my face, but what did I expect?

 

       I'm a bloody, stupid fool to think she would respond

       favorably to being chained up and threatened with death like

       my insane ex would.  I love her more than anything in my

       life or unlife, and now I've lost *any* chance I might have

       had by my unthinking, idiotic actions.

 

       I've got nothing left to hope for, no chance of ever again

       experiencing the sunshine she brought into my dark unlife.

       So, come tomorrow morning when she ventures outside, I will

       be standing in the bright sunlight singing at the top of my

       lungs, "Pardon me, while I burst into flames!"

 

       Goodbye Buffy, I can't live without the *possibility* of

       you.